Nervously she stands before me, shyly trying to covering her bra with her hand when she finally looks up to see my reaction. I’m pleasantly surprised as I look upon her bra barely covering her cute breasts and I look down to her naked belly. I take one step forward and put my left arm around her waist to pull her closer to me. With my right hand I lift her chin and look into her beautiful sparkling eyes.
“I don’t want to spoil tonight…” I finally whisper, “… we don’t have to…” I pull my fingers through her hair and I realize that I’m actually nervous about what will happen next. “I don’t want this to become about sex, a onetime thing… you know what I mean? “
You remain silent but you start to smile and put your arms around my neck for a hug. “Thank you” you whisper in my ear. Somehow as you pull back our noses rub together and we pause briefly before our lips touch. I pull you closer to me and feel your body pressed up against mine when our lips tenderly find one and other. Firmly locked in each other’s arms we start kissing passionately for the first time. Hungry and insatiable our lips and tongues fuel the passion we start to feel burning inside.
After a few minutes we let go and try to catch our breath. I’m surprised about the mixed thoughts running through my mind. One part wants to give in to the wild passion that is raging through me, the other just wants to hold you in my arms and hold you close and somehow let you feel how special I think you are. I’ve known you only for a few hours yet you feel so familiar and right, like we’ve been old friends for a long time… no not friends but lovers.
You take my hand in yours and lift it up to your mouth where you softly place a kiss on the back of my hand. Slowly you guide my fingers down over your neck and breasts. I can feel the soft flesh on my finger tips as you guide me down your belly. You let go, letting my hand rest on your belly as you start to unbutton your jeans. I let my fingers slide under the seams and slowly pull it down over your thighs. My fingers slide over your firm legs as I kneel down and help you get of the jeans. A stroke of moonlight caresses your body and illuminates the beautiful curvings of your almost naked body. Dressed in nothing but a lace thong and bra, you look stunning as I look up to you. As I get up, I let my fingers run up your legs, enjoying the feel of your trained body. “You are so beautiful…” I whisper softly, “and have an incredibly sexy body…”
Blushing but smiling you quietly say thank you. Your hands slide down my back and reach in front to unbuckle my belt. Your fingers struggle to unbutton my pants until it finally pops open. Together we slide it down until I’m standing there in my boxers. I feel your fingers slide up my legs, your fingers sliding underneath the boxers until you grab it tight and start to pull it down.
Slowly your fingers pull my boxers down. I try to look at your face to read your reaction as you pull it further down and my penis jumps out. I see you hold your breath for a second as my somewhat erected penis is revealed to you. I think I saw a brief smile or maybe it’s just my imagination, I’m not sure…
As you stand up, you turn your back to me. “Will you… “ you ask me with a little tremor in your voice. My fingers open your bra and I let my fingers slide up the straps to your shoulders before I push them off. You let it fall of your arms and guard your breasts with your arms. I turn you around, my hands sliding down your arms, forcing them away from your breasts until our fingers lock. “Erica..” I whisper, and I pull you in my arms again for a hug. I feel your body squeezed against mine, it feels so good to feel your skin against mine… I feel your fingers stroke over my back, your nails softly scratching until I let go of you and grab your hand. I walk us to your bed and I lay myself down next to you. Strangely enough I’m totally comfortable lying totally naked next to you as my fingers start to caress your soft skin. My hands slide up and down over your belly and arm until you turn your face towards me and we start kissing again.
My left hand slides up over your belly and caresses your breast before sliding to your back and lifting you towards me even more. I roll us over so you lay half on top of me with your head just below my chin on my chest. “James…” you ask, “could you just…. hold me for a moment?”
I place a kiss on your head as I pull you firmly in my arms. Somehow this feels better than having sex. This is pure intimacy of two lost souls who have found each other. Moments get lost as we lay there comforting in each other’s arms until the night drifts away and you fall asleep as the morning dawns.
It must have been hours although it feels like minutes as I laid there and listened to your breathing. It felt save… it felt right and not a single moment did I stop smiling and feel like the luckiest guy in the world. Thankful for whomever or whatever fate brought me here but there and then I realized this is where I wanted and needed to be.
